Forever Blooming
At birth, I was given the name Autumn Brooke, but that isn't me. It is who I was expected to be.​​
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Everbee is the identity I have cultivated for myself through trauma healing and deep soul work. My story is long and complicated as I know many of our lives are. For now, I will spare you my life story. Though, you can find me sharing many of the pieces to my puzzle on my original YouTube channel and podcast, Origin of Everbee, previously Electric Honeypot and the Electric Honeypot Project.
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The skeleton key to unlocking who I have come to be was found within the trauma of losing my mother, Karen F. Brown to domestic violence on August 17, 2022.
Who am I?​
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I numbed the pain of grief through cocaine for some time until I finally decided to stop slowing killing myself and process what happened to my mother. As the memories of a life-time of trauma came flooding back, I was hit with more betrayal from my family as retaliation for choosing myself.
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In the aftermath of my mother's murder, a large trust fund containing more than a million dollars in assets was altered under suspicious circumstances. A lawyer lying about who the trustee was in emails, a refusal to allow my sister and me view the accounting, inconsistencies in property sales that do not match public records, more than $700,000 vanished into thin air, and my uncle on social media using plural language to describe "those responsible for Karen's loss of life."
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I have had to learn to live with the injustice of police negligence and disregard for uncovering the truth. I have had to learn to maintain hope when ignored. Courage when silenced. Love when I am hated by my entire family for refusing to keep the dirty secrets any longer.
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Most of all, I have had to learn how to have mercy when shown cruelty. Forgiveness when spited. Growth when challenged to decay.
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Thus, the birth of Everbee in Bloom.
Hurt people, hurt people. But that doesn't have to be MY energy.
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I want to show others that no matter what cards life has dealt you, you can always choose to discard what doesn't work and reshuffle. This life is YOUR dream, and it can be anything you want it to be! Do you want to settle for the nightmare or create something sweet of your own?
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I am choosing sweetness.
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I can't bring my mom back. I can't force the police to investigate my uncle. I can't control the injustice of our flawed systems. What I CAN do is choose to make magic in my own life. To make a life I feel good about living and build a legacy that inspires others to love themselves enough to choose happiness and kindness.
I am so grateful you are here.
If you do want to learn more about my mother's story, the documentation I have, and the pain I have carried, click here.